http://kombuchadiva.blogspot.com/
This is still my personal life and fanfic blog. I would never, ever abandon El-Jay :)
This includes food you grow yourself!!! No more backyard gardens.
Remember Monsanto? Yeah, the guys that created genetically modified
seeds. Don't give away your right to eat food that wasn't created in a
lab or sprayed with toxins. Go to Elliot's (for those in Sacramento, Rocklin, or Citrus Heights) and sign a petition, or find
one online. Google "bill HR 875".
Get really active and go to www.house.gov/writerep and enter your zip code to contact your congressperson.
At the very least, educate yourself. It's your body. You control what goes in it ( for now).
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
7. No cheating and doctoring your list to make yourself look cooler than the person you took this from
Opening Credits:
"Heart" The Pet Shop Boys
First Day at School:
"I Am Hated For Loving" Morrissey
Breaking Up:
"Past The Mission" Tori Amos
Prom:
"Paninaro" The Pet Shop Boys
Sex Scene:
"Cornflake Girl" Tori Amos
Life’s Ok:
"Panic" The Smiths
Mental:
"Winter" Tori Amos
Flashback:
"Shake It" Metro Station
Getting Back Together:
"How To Disappear Completely (And Never Be Found Again)" Radiohead
Wedding Scene:
"William, It Was Really Nothing" The Smiths
Birth of Child:
"Happiness Is An Option" The Pet Shop Boys
Falling In Love:
"Shine On You Crazy Diamond (Parts I-V)" Pink Floyd
Final Battle:
"Interlude" My Chemical Romance
Death Scene:
"Hallo Spaceboy" David Bowie and The Pet Shop Boys
End Credits:
"Unhappy Birthday" The Smiths
Haha...10 gigs of music, but it's all the same stuff :)
Battlestar in one hour!!!!!!
- Mood:geeky
I am completely obsessed with Drake and Josh right now. It's...so awesomely slashy. Totally enjoying myself at
And I am hopelessly in love with Josh Peck. Ah. Look at my Josh icon. Sexy.
Can u tell I'm tired? 2 month old babies need a lot of attention, I forgot how much. And 2 year olds DEMAND a lot of attention.
- Mood:blank
SO WHERE THE HELL IS THE DRAKE AND JOSH MPREG?!?!?!?!?!
I'm seriously suffering. I need it in my life.
- Location:the land where drake and josh have no mpreg fics
- Music:Metro Station
And since I gave birth I've been inside. Inside my apartment, escaping only briefly to doctor's appointments every two weeks or so. Getting the mail. You know...dark and dreary. Normal for me, except instead of leaving the house to get out every so often, I stopped. I couldn't! Walking everywhere, while awesomely free of planet-killing side effects, is way too much exertion right after giving birth.
I've been studying Natural Hygiene now for a little while, and I'm not exactly an expert, but I've never seen the principles so obviously proven as I have this last month. It's one thing to read something over and over again, and it's another thing ENTIRELY to experience it. In order to maintain health and to avoid disease, nutrition is NOT the most important factor. Pure food is equally important to other elements, such as pure air, sunlight, rest, emotional well being, and other simple needs. But I've never experienced such a rapid decline of health, both physical and emotional, as I have over just the last few weeks. Even though I believed that this balance of principles was right and made sense, somewhere in the back of my mind I must have placed pure food at the top, as being superior to the others. But I got sick, and then after I was well I got sick again, and then a third time, in a matter of three weeks. The only change in my life, apart from no longer being pregnant, was that I no longer received adequate rest, and I did not breathe in fresh air or get any sunlight. That's all it took. Literally all it took.
With a few adjustments over the last few days, I am suddenly feeling much, MUCH better than I have since October. Even better than that, I'd go so far as to say that I'm feeling a lot like my old, not pregnant self again. Which is great, cause that person is awesome and I truly enjoy being her. Haha, and you know I'm not joking either. And that's why you love me. :)
The entire situation was pretty much out of my hands, anyway. You just can't sleep enough, or go places and function normally for the first few weeks of having a baby. It's understandable, but still unhealthy at the same time. I doubt there's anything for it but to just let the time pass, and with it the frustration of having your life temporarily put on hold. It's coming back gradually, though, so sooner rather than later you'll probably be seeing me. Beware.
No, I'm not high. I am on tea. :)
- Location:the land where yaoi is the sun
- Mood:exhausted
- Music:The Killers - Bling
Here's a pic of Michelle wearing a shirt she stole from me, although to be fair, I stole hers. We have basically the same wardrobe, but in different sizes. Yes, we both bought this shirt, and not knowingly. We rock the casbah.
Here's my view of them from the backseat. I am literally wedged between two carseats. The kids went to go play with Grandma. Not that I don't want them to watch Twilight, but I wanted to watch it without them.
The baby sitting next to me, wondering where I'm going to leave him, haha.
Ah, finally, it's me.
Thank you EVERYBODY!!!! :) All your comments on my birth post really made my day!
- Mood:sleepy
Even as sick as I've been for the past two days (bad cold), I never lost my appetite. I had a bout of nausea that lasted about half an hour and was almost definitely due to drinking green tea way too early in the morning for someone who's daily diet doesn't include any caffeine. And who's stomach is all smashed up.
The heartburn is worse now. All of a sudden my stomach felt like it was on fire yesterday and no amount of anything will make it stop, and I'm not taking antacids. I'm just...not gonna.
I made DELICIOUS raw stuffed bell peppers awhile ago, I'm gonna post the recipe in a little while. Maybe some other stuff, too. I like taking pictures of the food I make, it's super fun and it makes me hungry just looking at it. OMG, you know what, I should take a picture of all the food I eat in one freaking day. THAT should deter you from getting pregnant if you're thinking about it, just seeing how much it costs to feed yourself. :)
- Mood:sick
Still pregnant. I though I would have gone by now, given my pregnancy history, but this baby's either lazy or determined to be a Scorpio like his brother. Well, after 9:08 pm this evening, no more excuses. It's not that I mind carrying to 40 weeks or even past that, it's just that I've never done it before, and I've been having painful contractions for the past two weeks. So...I'm losing a ton of sleep, and I'm very, very tired.
Now, last night, I heard something really weird in my kitchen. I went to investigate, and there were what I can only assume to be rats trying to chew a hole in the wall behind my fridge. Successfully. I taped a piece of cardboard over the hole ( it's like, 2 am then) and sprayed the area with Clorox (does that work on rats?) and went back to sleep.
I wake up this morning to find the water in my apartment block has been shut off AGAIN with no notice whatsoever. I'm assuming it's for repairs, cause I hear a ton of noise. But still. This happens about every other month. Always in the morning, when I wake up and need to brush my teeth and clean and whatever.
I go outside to see if there's a water notice on my door. There's a notice, but it's not about the water. I guess we failed out inspection earlier this week. Our kitchen is too cluttered and we need to shampoo our carpet and have all the clutter out buy November 3rd. My due date is in less than a week, and where the hell am I going to get something to shampoo my carpet with? I'm not a carpet cleaner. Do people just have these things lying around?
Let's throw more onto the pile. My son is turning two this Monday, and I have a huge party planned for him on Sunday. I have an appointment with my midwife this friday which I don't have a ride to because we cannot afford a car, let alone gas or insurance. Every last cent we have goes to either rent, bills, or food. So, I'm not going to be buying a carpet shampoo thingie, however much that is. My mother in law has a Bissell pet spot cleaner thing, and I'm going to try that, I guess. And on top of all that, let's not forget that the County of Sacramento is threatening to sue me over a food stamp issue that WAS THEIR FAULT and the IRS is is after me for over $1000.
I don't want to be a grownup anymore. I quit. Can I do that?
- Location:the land where the world sucks
- Mood:cranky
- Music:COPS
So, if all goes well and I don't go into labor before tuesday, I'll be giving birth at The Birth Center with just my CNM, my doula, and my husband. No doctors, and no interventions. The nightmare that was my first birth experience taught me all I needed to know about that :/ Water tub, here I come!!
- Mood:anxious
Your result for The Elemental Balance Test...
Storm
~ 48% Water ~ 78% Wind ~ 67% Earth ~ 74% Fire ~

But it makes me feel like I'm alive again...
Hey, nice. It seems your personality is mostly balanced. You are likely intelligent, ambitious, and reasonable.
However, if you ever feel like you are rushing too much and not quite in tune with the world around you, try wearing an Azurite. It inspires patience, kindness and intuition and thus helps balance out your somewhat shy Heart Chakra which is associated with the element of water and represents our sense of love and compassion.
These are the results you will get if you score highly on...
None of the four elements: Balance Wind: Gust Fire: Blaze Water: River Earth: Valley Wind & Fire: Thunder Wind & Water: Clouds Wind & Earth: Canyon Fire & Earth: Lava Fire & Water: Tornado Water & Earth: Trees Wind, Fire & Earth: Storm Wind, Fire & Water: Stars Wind, Water & Earth: Forest Fire, Water & Earth: Avalanche All four elements: Harmony
Sorry bout the webcam pics, these shoes are a much cuter yellow irl. I can't find my kodak usb, I haven't unpacked hardly anything, haha, it's already been two weeks :)




- Mood:giddy
Am I mad? Not really. We need more of that sort of thing here. And it's not like anyone's gonna notice besides the people who've already seen it. Haha, yay.
Something else to buy and then leave out for my husband to find. As if the suprise change in desktop wallpaper isn't enough. Lolz, sometimes just for the hell of it I'll change the comp wallpaper to something awful, like that catheter scene from the first volume of You're My Loveprize in the Viewfinder. I always know when he's getting on the computer, too, cause I'll be in the kitchen or something and I'll hear "OMGWTF!" from the living room. TOO MUCH FUN!
- Location:the land where naked boys touch each other
- Mood:dirty
- Music:Jeff Lewis - my hero :)
http://wwww.honeysyn.net/comic.php?p=1
I love this webcomic to little bits and pieces! Love it!!!!
If you like boys kissing, obviously. Which you must, if you're my friend. :D
If you don't like yaoi (for shame!), then you must try http://www.neoramen.com/ It's awesomely funny, and Cory is the BESTEST! I really try to stay away from american works, but these two are just too great.
- Location:the land where my hair is fading already
- Mood:blah
- Music:my itunes is gone cause I wiped my c
My internet was out until yesterday, which left me for three days with basic cable. Ick.
Aaaaaand my second hard drive isn't working with XP, which I finally got on tuesday, so now I guess I'm gonna have to delete the 118 gigs of yaoi and music and start from scratch. Wonderful.
I'm currently detoxing from fast food (moving + trying to get back deposit = no cooking in the freshly scrubbed kitchen) so I'm back to my regular diet and BOY that fast food really sticks itself inside you and doesn't want to move! Most of my energy is coming back, but my tummy isn't so happy :( Stupid yummy onion rings.
God, what a boring entry. I'm just feeling weird since I moved, I haven't had a chance to get used to seeing differnt stuff when I wake up, and it's throwing me off a little bit. I feel like I'm on vacation and I'll get to home soon. Haha.
I realized that since I'm 25, this is my 10 year anniversary of The Pet Shop Boys being my favorite band. That's dedication, lolz! I wonder if I'll be able to stay married that long ;)
- Mood:confused
- Music:Pet Shop Boys -
- Location:the land where my son likes drag movies
- Mood:amused
- Music:Better Off Dead
So, we all went to Jonny Rockets, and I mean EVERYBODY! We took up like, four tables and had them all pushed together. Here's pics :)
( to save your flist, haha )
- Mood:lazy
- Music:Pet Shop Boys
link to DN LJ comm death eyes entry from today
http://community.livejournal.com/death_







